I couldn't decide if my job was making me unhappy or if I was unhappy at my job because of everything else. It's sometimes hard to see through everything going on to the root of the problem.
Am I unhappy about my mom, which is affecting everything else in my life or am I truly unhappy at my job?
But everything else seems fine. I love our house, I love my little family, and I think that I'm doing pretty well all things considered.
But I hate my job. I decided today after some BS personnel moves that make no sense.
The bad part is that I have too much invested right now to make a change so I need to stick it out for a while longer.
And so we muddle through.